|Healing Presence by Bruce Harman|
Step 22. I Am Surrounded By The Teachers Of God.
Today, in two 15-minute practice periods, feel the presence of the Teachers of God. You cannot yet see them with your eyes, and you cannot yet hear them with your ears because these faculties of sense have not been refined sufficiently yet, but you can feel their presence, for their presence surrounds and protects you. In your practice, let not other thoughts interfere. Do not give in to doubt or confusion, for you must prepare to have the reward that you seek, and you must know that you are not alone in the world to have the strength, the confidence and the resource of Wisdom necessary to achieve that which you were sent here to achieve.
You are surrounded by the teachers of God. They are here to love, support and direct you.
Practice 22: Two 15-minute practice periods.
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November 25-26, 2012 Round One: Faith is certainly the key here for me. As far back as I can remember, I have always believed in angels, in a benevolent power looking after me, and even hoped there was a personal angel just for me. I can visualize this presence, these Teachers of God, when I meditate, and even feel their love, but unfortunately, even here, doubt creeps in. Am I not just believing what I want to believe (Step 5)?
My mind is an amazing thing, I can convince myself of anything I want, but is this the Truth?
I just copied and pasted the Rays of Initiation text to my files and will study it.
Then I wondered "How can this be?" since I have had many "awakening" experiences, although not born of despair and frustration, but rather from seeking for something more real, more authentic, more permanent and more essential - that has certainly been my experience in the past. Until I moved to Russia - now all those things I sought are present in my life. So I am wondering, did I respond to my greater calling, greater purpose back then, before I was conscious of all that is presented in the New Message? And now I am living my real life, the life I was destined to live at this time. Or am I indeed missing some vital point?
I am thinking that it must be possible for people to respond to their greater calling unconsciously.