Bonus Step between Steps 9 and 10
Very good question! Why are you doing this anyway? Why are you asking such questions? Why do you seek for greater things? Why are you exerting the effort? These questions are inevitable. We anticipate them. Why are you doing this? You are doing this because it is essential. If you wish to live anything greater than a purely superficial and unstable life, you must penetrate deeper and not be confident based only upon weak assumptions and hopeful expectations. There is a greater gift awaiting you, but you must prepare yourself mentally, emotionally and physically. Without Knowledge, you are unaware of your purpose. You are unaware of your origin and your destiny, and you will pass through this life as if it were a troubled dream and no more.
Here you will find pointers for getting started if this is your first encounter with this practice: Taking the Steps to Knowledge.
Third time (June 26, 2018) I am reiterating to myself the answers given here. I am doing this because it is essential, because I wish to penetrate to a deeper level regarding my life, because a greater gift is awaiting me, because I wish to be aware of my purpose, my origin and my destiny. I do not wish to pass through this life as though it were a troubled dream. I wish to remember my Ancient Home while here in the world. I wish to reclaim my Knowledge and know my True Self. I have done the troubled dream thing before and it is no longer for me.