Step One Hundred and Ninety-Seven
Today I will not think that I can understand Knowledge with my intellect or that I can conceptualize the greatness of life. I will not think today that by a mere idea or assumption I can fully gain access to Knowledge itself. Realizing this, I will understand what is required of me and what I must give to my practices, for I must give of myself.
You must give of yourself. You cannot merely think of ideas and hope that they will answer your greatest need. Realizing this today, repeat your practice upon the hour and in your deeper meditations give yourself completely to the experience of Knowledge. Enter into stillness. Allow yourself to be completely involved. With this you will exercise the power of your own mind on your behalf. You will then realize that you have the power to dispel distractions; you have the power to dispel fear; you have the power to dispel obstructions because your will is to know Knowledge.
Practice 197: Two 30-minute practice periods. Hourly practice.
This speaks loud and clear to me today. I wish to release all my ideas and assumptions, stand outside my mind, shed my mind, to maybe, just maybe, grasp some inkling of the truth. I wish I could just stop thinking and merely do what I need to do. I have plenty of things to do—not piddling, busy work, but true tasks to build the bridge between this world and my Ancient Home. Let me be able to accomplish them without becoming sucked into the bog of my mind. I need to just keep moving on.