Step Two Hundred and Thirteen
Step 213. I Do
Not Understand The World.
You do not understand the world. You only entertain judgments
about it and then attempt to understand your judgments. The world will reveal
itself to you as you look without these restraints and limitations. In this,
you will find that your beliefs can become useful in allowing you to take each
next step in life. They need not limit your perception of the universe. You
cannot be in the world without beliefs or assumptions. Yet, your beliefs and
assumptions are meant to be tools to serve your mind, to give it a temporary
structure and to allow it to engage its natural abilities in a positive manner.
You do not understand the world today. Be happy that this is so, for your condemnation is unfounded. You do not understand the world today. This gives you an opportunity to witness the world.
Upon the hour repeat this idea as you look upon the world. Remind yourself that you do not understand what you see, so you are free to look again. If you are not free to look, it simply means that you are attempting to justify your own judgments. This is not seeing. This is merely entertaining your own fantasies. In your two deeper practice periods today, allow your mind to enter stillness, for without the burden of attempting to justify your fantasies, your mind will naturally seek its true place in service to Knowledge. You do not understand the world today, and so you do not understand yourself.
Practice 213: Two 30-minute practice periods. Hourly practice.
You do not understand the world today. Be happy that this is so, for your condemnation is unfounded. You do not understand the world today. This gives you an opportunity to witness the world.
Upon the hour repeat this idea as you look upon the world. Remind yourself that you do not understand what you see, so you are free to look again. If you are not free to look, it simply means that you are attempting to justify your own judgments. This is not seeing. This is merely entertaining your own fantasies. In your two deeper practice periods today, allow your mind to enter stillness, for without the burden of attempting to justify your fantasies, your mind will naturally seek its true place in service to Knowledge. You do not understand the world today, and so you do not understand yourself.
Practice 213: Two 30-minute practice periods. Hourly practice.
Here you will find pointers for getting started if this is your first encounter
with this practice: Taking the Steps to
Knowledge.
November 7, 2013 Round One: I take great
comfort today in saying that I do not understand the world. And as a part of
this world I do not understand myself. I no longer see myself as separate from
the world, so if I do not understand the world, I do not understand myself
either.
I am willing to accept this and even find great relief in it, since it frees me from condemnation of the world and particularly of myself. It gives me the freedom to look again. This is what I appreciate most about Steps--they call for stepping beyond the confines of the mind that most people live in and embracing something much broader and expansive.
I wanted to condemn myself today, blame myself for ways I acted in the past, choices I made, wondering if perhaps I just had it all wrong and would get a big X from my Teachers at the end of my life, meaning you failed this time, go try again.
So indeed I do take great comfort in this Step that says I do not understand the world, my condemnation is unfounded, and I am free to look again. Thank you, I will.
I am willing to accept this and even find great relief in it, since it frees me from condemnation of the world and particularly of myself. It gives me the freedom to look again. This is what I appreciate most about Steps--they call for stepping beyond the confines of the mind that most people live in and embracing something much broader and expansive.
I wanted to condemn myself today, blame myself for ways I acted in the past, choices I made, wondering if perhaps I just had it all wrong and would get a big X from my Teachers at the end of my life, meaning you failed this time, go try again.
So indeed I do take great comfort in this Step that says I do not understand the world, my condemnation is unfounded, and I am free to look again. Thank you, I will.
March 4, 2015 Round Two: Although I
baulked at first, thinking I have reached a place this time where I do
understand something, I accept that my vision of the world is still colored by
my judgments and assumptions. I accept that I probably do not have an objective
view of the world, that my understanding of the world is built on my fantasies.
And if I do not understand the world, I do not understand myself either.
“Remind yourself that you do not understand
what you see, so you are free to look again.”
I understand what this Step is suggesting
though. Shedding my judgments, fantasies, and assumptions about the world gives
me the freedom to look again without restraints and limitations to embrace a
more expansive view, to entertain a broader vision and to come to a greater
understanding. This is indeed very freeing.
P.S. One thing I will add is that I have
reached a place now, the second time around, where I no longer condemn myself,
rather I immediately see if I am condemning myself for something and stop
myself from taking those thoughts further. Self-condemnation and self-blame are
no longer part of my repertoire today. I think I can say that is progress.
February 6, 2019 Round Three: I cannot be in the world without beliefs and assumptions, but these can be tools to serve my mind, to give it temporary structure and allow it to engage its natural abilities in a positive manner. I am happy I do not understand the world, for this gives me an opportunity to witness the world. I just accept it as it is without the need to confine it to boundaries. I have no judgment or condemnation. I am free to look again. Without my fantasies, my mind will naturally fall into its true place in service to Knowledge.
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