Painting by Stanka Kordic "A Moment of Recognition"
Step 39. The Power Of God Is With Me.
In your two deep meditation practices of 30 minutes each, once again enter into stillness and allow yourself to feel the power of God. Utilize your own power to direct your mind, and do not let doubts or fears dissuade you. The power of God represents the mystery of your life, for it represents the power that you have brought with you from God to be utilized properly in the world according to the Greater Plan. Allow yourself, then, to enter into practice with dedication, with simplicity and with humility so that you may feel the power of God.
Practice 39: Two 30-minute practice periods.
July 26, 2018 Round Three: The power of God is with me, within my Knowledge. It represents the mystery of my life, it represents the power I have brought with me from God to be utilized in the world according to the Greater Plan. I am to feel it in my deep meditation practices and enter stillness with dedication, simplicity and humility.
First 30-min practice - 5.03 - 5.33. In the greenhouse - quite and calm. Masha was too busy to find me. Volodya never stirred. I entered stillness with dedication, simplicity and humility. I saw different eyes (one eye, not both) appear and disappear behind my eyelids. Different configurations of violet light like yesterday. Only this time there were at least seven or eight different eyes - my Teachers. I felt myself wrapped in the warm, soft golden glow of the Creator’s realm where the energy is strong and impartial. I feel the benevolence of God enfolding me, it is warm and loving, but not personal. I feel my mind expanding outward. It is boundless. I removed Claire’s voices and her mind was enveloped in a cocoon of golden light - protecting her. There is no doubt about the power of God that abides with me, filling me, empowering me. My mind is open to receive.
I invited korrlenn on Vesvalo to come and visit me.