Take faith today in knowing that God knows the way to Knowledge, and you need only follow the way that is being given. In this way, Knowledge simply emerges in you because it is acknowledged, for only God knows Knowledge in you, and only Knowledge in you knows God. As the two resonate together, they both become more apparent. In this, you find peace.
In your two practice periods today, each of a 30-minute duration, practice feeling the presence of God, silently, in stillness. Not thinking about God, not speculating, not wondering, not doubting, but simply feeling. It is no fantasy that you are concentrating upon now, though you are used to concentrating upon fantasy. In stillness and quiet, everything becomes apparent. God is very still, for God is not going anywhere. As you become still, you will feel the power of God.
Practice 38: Two 30-minute practice periods.
Here you will find pointers for getting started if this is your first encounter with this practice: Taking the Steps to Knowledge.
July 25, 2018 Round Three: So this is the answer to the last Step - everything I thought up and wrote down is only icing on the cake, distractions, for the only true way to Knowledge is through God, and God can only be felt through stillness. Not fantasized about, but felt. Knowledge cannot be reached through other people, other ideas, other religions, other spiritual groups, etc. I was right - Knowledge can only be reached through stillness and inner knowing. The way to Knowledge is through stillness and God is the sum-total of Knowledge in the Universe, so only God knows the way to Knowledge.
First stillness practice - 4.50 - 5.20. Sitting in the greenhouse. Masha was with me, but she was quiet and still. I practiced Na Rahn breathing and dwelled in the Golden Realm of the Creator.
Second 30-min practice - 12.23 - 12.53. Inside, lying on bed. Good practice. I thought I might fall asleep, but I didn’t. Sasha was gone, not back from Murom. I kept my mind focused on Knowledge. I felt reassurance that all was right in my life. I saw violet bursts of light in different configurations behind my eyelids.
Right afterwards I received an audio recording from Hilary. Then a second, as I texted her. I messaged her back. Then I received a third. We were in sync.