Step Three Hundred and Thirty-Six
|Stanka Kordic - Truth and Knowledge|
In your one long practice period today, review the past two weeks of practice and realize what is being offered to you. Realize how much you need to receive. Realize how much you want to receive.
Practice 336: One long practice period.
It is natural to stumble and even find myself falling back some days. However, this review has reiterated for me that I am still a beginning student and only beginning to understand Knowledge and how it works in my life. It has confirmed that even if some days I feel I am getting nowhere and even backsliding, I am still slowly making my way forward.
Something has shifted in me, Knowledge is growing stronger, I am seeing myself and the world around me in a different way, I am taking Knowledge as my guide rather than allowing the inconstant ways of the world to buffet me and influence me. I am becoming increasingly aware that there is a stronger fulcrum, something more constant, truer, purer and incorrupt that is guiding me.
This review has confirmed the importance of my preparation, the daily presence of my Teachers, the presence of Knowledge in my life. I am open to receiving this and taking setbacks as par for the course, ever aware, nevertheless, that I am committed to continuing my climb up the mountain.